October means....cold

I hate the cold. Hate the snow. Hate Winter.
School starts and I get depressed. It means that Winter is right around the corner. Gah!
Still....the colors of Fall are so gorgeous! This year, it seems as though there were a lot of vibrant reds. I wonder what that means? Is there a reason for it? Like when people tell you that the woolier the wooly worms, the harder the winter will be??
Huh...something to look into!

So much has changed in the last few months! I have a new boss (YAY!!!) and new duties at work. Wow...my days are so busy and the time just flies by!
The boss and I were talking yesterday about what we'd do with the rest of our lives...if we could do anything at all we wanted. AND make money doing it!
I told him I'd be a writer.
He just looked at me and say, "Kym, you can be that NOW! Just write! And finish what you're writing!"
It's not like I don't have ideas. I have a notebook full of ideas, characters, plots, etc. It's the actually sitting down, putting pen to paper (so to speak) and getting the ideas from my head out that stops me.
Why???? Why is it so hard? I can sit down, pour my heart out in a letter to a friend, but can't seem to get that story out.
Am I afraid no one will like it? That what I'm writing sounds good in my head but sucks on paper? Maybe I'm scared that I'll fall short; give it my all and find out what I really like doing doesn't like me?
Who knows! I just know I have to get past this mental block and DO IT!

Gee....I'll have all winter-long to write, plot, create.

Huh. Maybe there is something good about Winter.